Hello. And welcome to my life!
If you don't already know who I am then I will tell you a little bit about myself, My Name is Jeanna, that's like Gina except spelled the correct way. (sorry girls out there with the wrong spelling of their own name) I am 23 years old and I am a college graduate. Yes, be amazed people I am in massive amounts of debt and cannot pay it off because no one will hire me. Everyone keeps saying how this economy will turn around and all that bull shit, but I see this as a way to save money...even if it means living in my parents house for the rest of my life. But let me get to the real reason you are reading this...
As you already know I live at home, did I mention I am single? Its surprising yes I know, what is a smart, witty, "attractive" girl like me doing without a man in my life is beyond me. But I definitely think it has something to do with the amount of guys I have "hooked-up" with especially one, let's call him Nad. Nad pisses me off, a lot and I let him walk all over me. So as a challenge, to myself, I thought I would see if I could finally "fix" him but that was never going to happen in a million years. Sometimes I thought it was because I had not looked liked I used to, do you see my picture there?! I look like a girl just shy of the 18th donut that the shop gave away at the end of the day, not really sure what that means, but hopefully you get the idea. I'm the one on the right, not the left, the left is my best friend Brianna, you will get to know some about her too but she's is basically the next best thing I have as a "significant" other but we're totally not like that just extremely close. She's like the sister I never had, even when I have 2. So back to me and Nad, never going to happen. But chasing after him for 5+ years really made me doubt myself and especially other men. I turned myself off to men and put up a wall, well let's say a castle to keep anyone and everyone out of my life. So by doing that I didn't take care of myself like I used to.
I used to be a volleyball player. Well I still am but only in the sense that I teach 12 year old girls how to play and only throw balls at them when I get frustrated. Back in my high school days I played volleyball 6 days a week 9 months out of the year. I was in the best shape of my life, abs, guns, ass like you wouldn't believe. So when I got to college, I was still looking amazing and there was a FREE gym there! So it was perfect, didn't gain the freshmen 15 actually lost 10 pounds my first year. Maintained my weight all the up until I was 21. Ah 21, best day of my life. I LOVE to drink, alcohol and I have a love/hate relationship and it's more love than hate not in an alcoholic way I am the most responsible drinker I know I just love the giant fish bowl margarita's at Carson City Saloon. So when all this alcohol was available I took full advantage! Drank 3+ nights a week with my friends and had the time of my life. By graduation I had only gained maybe 5 pounds but I stopped going to the gym that year and all my muscle turned to flab. Came home to start my new adult life that has brought me to today! 25 pounds heavier than I was in high school and feeling not like myself. So this is it DAY 1 of the rest of my life, it's a new year which means a new me!
One of my best friend's, Hannah, is thinking about getting married in September and I am the maid of honer. So I have 9 months to get into the shape I want. I plan on doing it with working out to P90X and NOT stop after the 90 days, and follow the 17 Day Diet, got the book back in the summer, and was on it for about 2 weeks, lost 6 pounds and felt awesome, and gained it right all back. So I am doing this with determination and hopefully a little encouragement by you guys!
I want this blog to show other girls like me; down on their luck in love, living with their parents, only working their 3 (yes, I have 3 part time jobs) jobs and not looking how they used to, can do it if they have the will to. I will be posting pictures of myself starting Monday 1/09/2012 to see how much I have lost in the next 90 days and hopefully all year round. I am doing this for me especially but I am doing this for the person I want to meet. The person I want to fall in love with. I maybe all talk about how all my friends are getting married and it's stupid, which I still think it is stupid RIGHT NOW, but really I would like to be the one who talks to their guy all day and see's them at night and I want to get dressed up and look effing amazing and go out on the town with my new man. (If you know anybody, please send them my way)
Starting on Monday is the beginning of my healthy and positive life.
So let's get ready....get set...and....GO!
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