Friday, February 10, 2012

A new goal

Hey guys!
I am trying to find the best pair of running shoes, I have decided on Nike Free Run +2 but I HATE all the colors! I tried to customize but they don't have yellow/gold as an option, I was gonna make some sweet black and yellow ones, Pittsburgh style. Ah my search continues. Maybe I'll try finish line. Or Dick's shhhh don't tell my boss.

But I have created a new goal for myself; Stop biting my nails. It is my worst nervous habit. Every time there is a stressful situation or even when I'm just bored, I bite my nails. When I'm running late, my whole hand is in my mouth. It's gross and disgusting but it's something I've done my whole life. And as of today I am 1 day without biting my nails. I painted them, so to not mess up the nail polish, I can't bite my nails. Of course I want to bite them but I'm giving this a real shot, because I want to have nice looking nails and not stubs. I don't know many people who still bite their nails, but I hope if you know what I'm talking about and maybe you can give it a try too.

But I have been on track with my weight loss since I got my stitches out. There are days when I just don't want to work out. I feel like I have been out of the running/moving game for too long and when I was doing it, it was for a purpose, playing volleyball. Now it's to feel better about myself but some days I feel perfectly fine about myself so I feel I don't need to workout, but that is a lame excuse. I just think I'm not the right person to motivate myself to get on the treadmill. I need a trainer. Yelling at me and telling me what to do. Like on TV. It just gets difficult to do it when all I want to do is sleep. And I am still very busy these days. It gets crazy sometimes but I just need to get through it. I'm an "adult" now so I guess these are the things I need to deal with. Is there a go back to my childhood days button?

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